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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|07:50 pm] |
BIOLOGY - SCREWED )': It was tough, really tough. Tougher than my most hated subject in secondary - History.
"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live."
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| BIOLOGYNUTS. |
[Nov. 18th, 2009|08:57 pm] |
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| | Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say | ] |
NUTS NUTS NUTS! Biology drives me nuts nuts nuts! 18 Lectures to finished by Sunday when I barely have the time to study for it ): So I'm going to skip lecture tomorrow since it starts at 4 p.m. when the tutorial before that ends at 1 p.m. Then I'm going to make good use of the few hours to tidy up my lecture notes and start STUDYING. Could've had the time to study on Saturday but there's NCOC. If only there's instructors for the Advance groups. I shall find the time to study during the course whenever I can(: No matter how tough it is going to be, I WILL mug hard and smart. Fellow Group 20s, please mug too! Everybody, FIGHTING!
Time to do my research and then sleep and mug tomorrow(:
A new day has come. I'm alive!
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| WHY? |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:55 pm] |
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| | Paramore - Misguided Ghosts | ] |
 I MISS.
Why am I not allowed to do something I like? Who are you to stop me from going for SJAB when my parents don't even mind. In fact, they are very supportive of me. Who do you think you are? My father? My husband? C'mon, I will only stop going for SJAB when my parents say they don't like it. You dig it? Honey-love is right, I shouldn't let someone control my life man. Get a life, and stop controlling mine, thinking you're someone influential enough to change me, to stop me.
SJAB drives me mad because of some people. But at the same time, I love talking to the others. They are such love. I made a decision and regretted because you're not worth it. I should have continued, and not disappeared. You (not from SJAB), screwed up my passion. You make me live a life full of regrets.
Do you listen, or simply just hear for most of the time? |
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| IT'S REGINA CHANG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|10:18 pm] |
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| | Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One | ] |
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY REG!
Thank you Sarah♥ You know me best. You know exactly what I need, what I want. You will always be my best friend and my heart will always have a place for you(:
Thank you Aishah Bee for the vest. I ♥ it! And yes, it's a super duper belated birthday present but still, thank you very the much for the gift!
I received this from him...
Him: "I need the heart icon."
Me: Why?
Him: "Just send la"
Me: Sent, and "orh"
Never even say thank you and I'm very hurt.
Soccer anyone? (Girls only)
I still see clouds and it just won't go away.
Don't be a physical fighter, be a mental fighter. But I think I'm more like a physical fighter nowadays. I used to be so strong until I started to rely on you.
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| WHO'S MY STRANGER? |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|07:00 pm] |
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| | Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One | ] |
Alone, but standing strong.
I'm feeling sick D:
Bus 45 broke down in the morning but luckily I wasn't late for school. I reached at around 8.30. Thank God the bus broke down or I would have reached at 8.15? OMG.
I see some clouds above my head ):
I think I need a soulmate, a best friend. I know I have 1 best friend by the name of Sarah Ahmad Subor but she is busy with her A levels and I'm not gonna disturb her with my nonsense. I miss her. Haven't met her for a long long time, haven't ranted for a long long time. I miss you, love. I wish we are neighbors or at least we stay just blocks away. I feel alone, even though I have friends and I have my boyfriend.
You can only love a stranger who shows you a kindness so perfect at a time when you need it the most.
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| IN SCHOOL. |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|12:05 pm] |
And so, Han Ying's in school now. And her group discussion's starting in about half an hour's time(: Suman's beside me, Aishah, Nanthini, Joanna etc. are all behind behind me. HAHA. I have a good 5 hours break today and we have nothing better to do other than using the laptop. Awesome right, 5 hours break. Thank God we are going to have a discussion or I'm gonna go shopping or go home to sleep man.
Things don't always fall when you drop them.
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| IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING. |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|08:34 pm] |
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| | SHINee - Ring Ding Dong | ] |
Today's an awesome day! Every Monday is an awesome day because we only have 2 hours of lecture and off we go. HAHAHA, went exercising with Aishah, Deanna and Eileen. Mei Yi, Kristelle, Joanna and Lydia joined us after that. I wore my TMS P.E. T-shirt man! I miss it so much(: I miss the uniform too. HAHA! So, we wanted to play captain's ball but we were totally short of players. We started off with only 3 players on each team ok! Baik right? But I love captain's ball. Cuz I can shoot! Hahaha, I remember playing captain's ball every P.E. during secondary. Every P.E. ok, that can really bore me man. I tried soccer. Aishah taught me how to kick. I love I love! I want to learn how to play soccer laaaaa(: I love sports man. I ran one round around the stadium. Not that motivated to jog today :P
Joanna and I finally had our POTATO SALAD after exercising(: Potatoes potatoes. Sedap man. Haven't tried my potato spud yet. Soon soon. I will try it soon(: Went to the library to wait for Loverboy after that while Joanna went back home. I read Shadow Man by Cody McFadyen again. I remember reading it 2 years ago. And I find it a great book man<3<3<3
Loverboy ended at 5 p.m. so I waited until 5 p.m. Then we went back together! I miss him, the small lil' boy.
I've got something for everyone...
"Hate mirrors. Some would say that this was normal. That all of us do this, put ourselves under the microscope of self-reflection and focus on the flaws. Beautiful women create fret and worry lines by looking for those very things. Teenage girls with beautiful eyes and figures to die for weep because their hair is the wrong color, or they think their nose is too big. The price of judging ourselves through others' eyes, one of the curses of the human race."
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